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Hopsin – Ill Mind of Hopsin 7

质疑神灵 Hopsin – Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 中英双语MV

病态心理7:质疑上帝。吾为凡人,欲参大道,其生碌碌,其意铿铿!在这首歌中,Hopsin讲述了他的宗教信仰,他对宗教的理解以及宗教、历史和政府之间的关联。同时有意思的是,这段MV的制作人是Moses Iserael,他的名字恰好与宗教有关。


翻译:鱿鱼暮良
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附:歌词翻译文稿【翻译:鱿鱼暮良】

吾为凡人,欲参大道
It’s us, find power

其生碌碌,其意铿铿
Live life, mind power

吾为凡人,欲参大道
It’s us, find power

其生碌碌,其意铿铿
Live life, mind power

Yo,那些会被我的言论刺激到的家伙们,给我滚开
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm

人生不过一场旅行,我一直独行
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along

做了点儿笔记,我就写下这首歌【notes不仅是指字面上的笔记之义,还指Hopsin的人生经历】
Taking some notes and then I write the song

我死死凝视我的人生道路
I’m staring down the road my life has gone

这是不是我应该踏上的那一归属?
Is this where I belong?

不去明辨是非难道就是罪过?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?

我的精神状态让我不得安生
My mental state is fucking me up

我为了求得你的答案而向许愿池呼喊
And I cry the pond while asking you for some answers

事实上我们并没有这种联系方式
But we don’t have that type of bond

近来各种欲望时常伴我生命左右
That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been living lately

如果现在我下了地狱,你一定会焚起烈火
If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on

真厌烦了那些杂碎话,我的听众们说我是个叛徒
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout

因为我曾对基督教如此狂热,结果却只维持三分钟
Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out

如今我像丧家犬般夹着尾巴 躲闪着对我的质疑
Now I’m avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down

在人们鄙夷的目光中恨不得挖个洞钻进去
Feeling so damn humiliated because they looking at me like I’m hellbound

而现在,你问我应该编造什么故事?我决定让真实说话
What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth

我现在离无神论如此之近,可是上帝,我本应依偎在你身边【一说为接近地狱】
I’m so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you

但是上帝你到底是谁?
But who the fuck are You?

你从来不泄漏一点机密
You never showed the proof

而我不过是蝼蚁般的人类,你说我该怎么去认识你?
And I’m only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?

大千世界充斥着多如牛毛的宗教信仰和五花八门的神秘解读
There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions

没皮没脸地洗脑他娘的所有男女老少
Begging all fucking men and women to listen

在他们的言论里打个飞机都是种罪过
I can’t even beat my dick without getting convicted

以上并不是什么邪恶想法,我只是认为教条不必太严苛
These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions

我热切地想获得一些答案,我甚至从朋友那里得到一些帮助
I’ve been itching to get it, I’ve been given assistance

但是整个宗教系统都是如此扭曲
But the whole fucking system is twisted

现在我正为一片激烈的抵制而头疼,只因为我Marcus不是个基督徒【Marcus为其真名】
Now I’m dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn’t a Christian

人们说我罪恶的一生充满着恶习
And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction

我才不会买账,这种教义苛刻得让我无法认同
But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it

我需要一个真理,凡人无法提供的真理
I need an answer and humans can’t provide it

我会细细研究地球和太阳,我认为它们出自天才的设计
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it

这是我内心真实的想法闪现,我不能否定
It’s truly mind blowing, I can’t deny it

天堂是真?是假?是否与我的幻想一样?
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?

那些圣灵现在何方?人类还需在寻找的道路上跋涉多远?
Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?

我的思考如同不息的磁带,它也无法倒带
My mind’s a nonstop tape playing and I can’t rewind it

你给我一本圣经,却要求我忍住好奇不去钻研它?
You gave me a Bible and expect me not to analyze it?

研究的结果让我沮丧,正是你引发了这一切
I’m frustrated and you provoked it

我才不会去读这样一本扯淡的书,因为它不过出自庸人之手
I’m not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it

我他妈的有我自己的大脑,上帝你应该知道
I have a fucking brain, you should know it

你将其赐予我使我思考,去免掉所有的不必要
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment

这正是我如今不得不终止的使命【mission也有传教之意,Hopsin想让听众理解他对基督教的看法】
It was a mission that I had to abort

因为人总是在说谎,我们永远是误解的来源
Cause humans be lying, we’re such an inaccurate source

我偏离所谓正道太远,想让我回去太过费劲
It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course

下一个耶和华见证人正无畏地向我家门廊走来【耶和华见证人是1870年代美国发起的圣经信仰,早期称“圣经研究者”,是近现代发展较快的圣经信仰之一】
Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch

而我发誓我会对他甩上大门
I swear I’m slammin’ the door

多少乡巴佬都相信他们,我真心不感到讶异
A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised

人类都他妈的愚蠢,到现在还相信2Pac还活在人世
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinking that Pac’s alive

我并不是想诋毁上帝你留给我们的伟大遗产【一说指诋毁2Pac留给hip-hop的财富】
I ain’t trying to take your legacy and torch it down

我的意思是:我从来没从你口中听到关于圣经的只言片语【引用习语“stright from the horse’s mouth,意为从事件发生地听到第一手消息】
I’m just saying: I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth

听到的只是你的羔羊们在转述着古人的传奇
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys

传说在你终于现身时赋予他们这权力
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized

祷告时他们要求我低下头颅,闭上眼
Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes

然后不知怎的会让圣灵出现
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise

听起来像个傻叉灵异事件
Sounds like a fucking Poltergeist

上帝啊,现身吧,你将实现教会的繁荣
Show yourself and then boom it’s done

所有的谣言都将逝去,我也不会再怀疑神灵,你就是我们唯一的主宰
Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One

那时我将承认我罪恶的人生只是一个愚蠢儿戏
I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun

而我所有的恶习将自行远离
And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge

我会将那些用来享乐的钱捐给靠谱的慈善机构
I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds

那些夜店见鬼去吧,比起碧池们我更愿意与一帮纯洁的修女在一起
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I’d hang with a group of nuns

那些懂我的人都知道我想要做什么
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do

我不会再轻举妄动,除非是是以上帝之名
I wouldn’t take a step unless it was in the name of You

令人痛恨的是我不得不去相信所谓圣经
I hate the fact that I have to believe

你与亚当夏娃交谈,却对我置之不理
You haven’t been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve

我也从来没见过会说话的蛇在树上揭开你的秘密
And I ain’t seen no fucking talking snake unravel from trees

偷食禁果的机会也未曾降临
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me

因此我无法知晓你存在与否,这让我痛苦不堪
I don’t know if you do or don’t exist, it is driving me crazy

求你慰问一下我,我只是想接近你,请勿忘记
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don’t forget

如果地狱真的是你的火坑,而我真的掉了进去
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it

我也许会为这满纸荒唐言而追悔莫及
I’mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit

可惜我的本能在告诉我这都是疯言疯语
My gut feeling says it’s all fake

我不想这么说但去他妈的,我真的失掉了信仰
I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith

这不是一段短小的过渡期,我的整个世界观都改变了
This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed

我的思维整天都忙着把谎言撕碎
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day

在我心中我有了自己完美的答案
And in my mind I make perfect sense

如果你是子虚乌有,那么我所有的祈祷都不值一名【a cent与ascent同音,也指祈祷并不能使人升上天堂】
If you aren’t real then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent

那就意味着我一介凡人可以拥有自己的意愿
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is

当然我也可以在教堂里爆粗口来满足自己
And I could just sit in church and say “fuck” in the services

如果耶稣基督只是虚假的表象
Man what if Jesus was a facade?

那就意味着政府才是所谓神明
Then that would mean the government’s god

他们灌输各种各样思想为我们洗脑便是证据
I feel like they’ve been brainwashing us with a lot

我们还蒙在鼓里不明所以
So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in the box

对所有事我们都说“假如”,为什么永远是模糊的“假如”?
Man everything is “what if?”, why is it always “what if?”

“假如”地球是神创的?!“假如”宇宙是无穷的?!
Planet Earth “what if?”, the universe “what if?”

“假如”我的牺牲和付出有回报?!“假如”死后地狱的确存在?!
My sacrifice “what if!?”, my afterlife “what if!?”

我们思考的每一件事到头来都只是操蛋的猜测
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect

我受够了,真的受够了
I’m fucking done, I’m fucking done

怎样,我还是过我那罪恶的生活吧,及时行乐什么的
This is my fucking life and I’m living it, I’m having fun

如果你真的关心我,就拿出点证据来教我做人啊
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully

但是让我为了一个不知道存在与否的极乐世界而禁欲简直扯淡
But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed

事实上人类就是神啊,而你也不过是人,不要再玩无聊的角色扮演了【此处提出了泛神论观点;同时运用双关,提出政府来自于人民,应代表人民意志】
We are you, and you’re us, stop playing games

我的生活正是我的所有,天堂不过存在于我的大脑中
My life’s all I got, and heaven is all in my brain

当我感到我正身处地狱,是我的思想教会我忍受
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain

你爱怎样就怎样,我决定坚持自我
Do as you please, and I’ll just do me

我知道我的地位仅是人类,我也不会越界
I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane

这是我的病态心理
Ill mind

吾为凡人,欲参大道
It’s us, find power

其生碌碌,其意铿铿
Live life, mind power

吾为凡人,欲参大道
It’s us, find power

其生碌碌,其意铿铿
Live life, mind power


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